Life is just so unfair . I've nvr knew things will happen this way . It seems that you dont need me anymore in your life . Just a mistake and everything will be over . Why its easy for me to forgive people and its hard for people to forgive me . In the end , its still call a mistake . No one is perfect accept god . Everyone is far from perfection . I have done everything that you want and this is what you return it back to me . Your word is just a lies . I feel so down right now . Im trying to pick myself up but i just feel like giving up . Life is just a nightmare for me now . I'll promise to everyone that i wouldnt be in any kind of relationship anymore . I just hope that you will keep your promise to anyone who has happen to admire you . Hope you found a better guy soon .

Its now or never .

Hello people !

Alright , basically i will be blogging about just now . Everything was fine today . One of the NFA coach called me early in the morning . I was shocked when he told me i was selected to play for the NFA under 17 this year . Hmm , im just to worried that i couldnt cope with my studies and soccer . Should i play NFA or concentrate on my studies ? This year is my 'O' Level year . I havent discuss with my parents yet but for sure they wouldnt allow me to play NFA . Hmm skip . My dad asked me this question .

Dad: Hows your studies ? managing well ?

Me: Okay la . Dad , i want tuition this year ?

Dad: Can lah . anything .

Me: Okay Dad . Dad , one of the NFA coach asked me to play for them ?

Dad:No way farhan . This year you taking your 'O' level .

Me:Okay then .

I knew it . My parents wouldnt allowed me to play soccer anymore .

At night , all my family members come to my house to celebrate my dad and mum birthday . We have a great time together . We Karoake , we eat , we play game and we talk . Hahaha ! Now its 2.25am . Im still awake . Watching Manchester city match . Hope they win . 3 more days to my Birthday . Hope everything will be fine on that day . A, i had enough of fighting with you . i dont wanna argue with you anymore because of just a small matter . You called me stupid , speechless , foolish and all . I just accepted it . I know you say this for my own good . A , i really really love you ! Okay la , thats all .

Gdnyte Girl and Boys :D

Hola Pussies and Dickies :D

Alright , im going to post about just now .Today , I accompany Lee and Iswandi to Peninsula to buy boots . As i was wondering , how come they can have so much money in their wallet while my wallet is just filled with 5 bucks . After we went to Peninsula , we headed to Queensway to find sport shoes for ourself . As we was walking around the Queensway shopping centre , I saw this nike sport shoes . I really admire that shoes alot . Its in blue in colour . I told my friend that i really like that shoes alot . Lee asked me whether i wanna buy this shoes today but i dont have any money in my wallet . And , he was so kind hearted that he bought for me the shoes . Thanks Lee (: After that , we went to eat at Macdonald as there is not food outlet over there . I really really hate Macdonald but what to do , Im fucking hungry . I bought for myself fish fillet meal . After that , we proceed home as we got no other plan . Hmm , tmrw schooling . Need to sleep early . Okay lah ,

Gdnyte people (:

Hello Pussies & Dickies :D

I had one hell of a night. But most importantly, I had one hell of a year. I had everything packed into 2009. Ups and downs, events affecting the rest of my life, experimenting new stuffs and lifetime memories.

2009 would make a great movie. I've watched myself on international stage, I've watched my dreams shattered, I've watched my hopes crushed, I've watched my future hanging on a thread, I've watched people changed, I've watched myself changed. And surely I got myself welcomed into the real world.

On the bright side, out of all 16 years of my life, this year taught me the most. I've learned why I can't have everything, I've learned to make sacrifices, I've learned to accept setbacks, I've learned to be professional, I've learned to talk alot with people, I've learned to be independent, I've learned to live without money, I've learned how to work my own sweat out for money, I've learned why we should only trust ourselves, I've learned how to differentiate what's fantasy and what's real, what's forever and what's temporary, I've learned why we make mistakes, I've learned how to put myself in people's shoes, I've learned how to understand and I've learned why some things are just not meant to be.Surely, life is about give and take. I've been giving. Now I wanna start taking. So here are my resolutions:

-Below 12 points For "O" Level .

-Top 5 in class for Prelims Exam

-Meet physiotherapy for my leg .

-Get both feet back into football, come back stronger.

-Go for loads of overseas trips.

-Try new stuffs.

-Make friends.

-Stay friends with people I know.

-Stop depending on people.

-Find happiness within me, not others

-Have faith in me, not others.

-Good friendship with her

-Work hard, play harder.

-Make my family proud.

This is that one period of life where time flies by without even realising. I wanna make it worth watching.

Hello People :D

Sayonara Guys (:

Hello People :D

Alright , basically i will be blogging about just now . Its the first day of school today . Woke up at 6am . Im really not use waking up this time . Usually , i will woke up at 2pm . Like what Mir say , "Like pig right" . Hahaha . Quikly Wash myself up and change to my school uniform . Went out from house at 6.30am . Walk to bus stop 913 and waited for the bus to come . Its really packed lahh . Most of them going to school and work . 15 minutes journey from my house to Admiralty Mrt . Decided to take Bus 962 instead of the Mrt cause its raining heavily . Reached school at around 7.25am . Im nearly late for assembly . Mdm Laila , which is our new cohort manager called me . First thing which come from her mouth is " Why your hair is so long ? Better get it cut by tmrw " Wtf mann ! i quickly rushed to the hall to have our assembly there . After assembly , went back to our class . We have changed classroom . Our furniture all are gone . The classroom is been taken by the sec 3 class . My form teacher go through all the rules and regulation from the school diary until 9.40 . Then had our first lesson which is Social Studies .Siannn . Its quite boring . But somehow i manage to concentrate today cause This year im having major exam which is "O" LEVEL . Study study study until 10.40am and we off for reccess . Bought Green tea and bread for myself . Recess ended at 11.10am . Then had my third lesson which is Geography . We today learned about Natural Vegetation . Its quite easy to understand but I dont know whether i can score well for my Geography . Maybe can ahh . Insyaallah . After two periods of Geog , We have our last lesson for the day which is Amaths . Today learnt nothing new . Just revise back what we have covered during sec4 . All forgotten . Hahaha . Need to revise back all my formula . ZzZzZz . After school ended , I straight away went home cause got no plan today . Mir cant make it cause she got family matter to settle . Okay lah , thats all for today folk .

Sayonara and Gdnyte (:

"i promise i wouldnt say that again"

Two days didn't meet you was like 2000,0000 years im missing you .

Aku rindu sama kamu lor ((: